2011
2011 is one hell of a roller coaster ride. Through this 365 days, i been through the most heartbreaks and confusions throughout my entire life. Had three break ups which brought a certain degree of mess in my life, i lost my bestfriend in the early part of the year, my one and only grandmother died on the first week of fasting month which i am still crying till now and lastly, i had a crush with a girl which possess the characteristics that i want my future girlfriend to have and the girl had crush on me too, BUT it all had to end. Disappointment after disappointment. Haiz
In addition also, as day past day by day, i am starting to feel left back whenever i am with my bestfriends. It seems that i dont have much common interest with them and vice versa to spark conversations. On the little brighter note, they’re still the ones that really understand me deeply. I am blessed to have them.
& also, now school is a whole new environment. New type of friends, new environment, new style of lesson etc etc. Still adapting with my classmates and i believe there’s still lots more to discover in one another.
All i hope for 2012 is to be a better year & a year filled with joy. Amin.